little miracles =)

What's Your Next Move In Life

2011-08-14T20:05:00.006+08:00

Hi guys, it has been long.

Heads up, gonna reach the so called 'adult age' where freedom is said to be.

I find it funny though, why it is made into of such importance. Anyway, mum is excited trying to make it a great day, but i gave all options an instant kill. All these for what, I mean ... it hasn't been there for years.

I am not much of a specific date person, I preferred to live everyday just as it is; everyday can be valentine day, you know.

As I progress in life, the more I see how peoples' lives are cycled around money and how hard it is to break out to find true freedom. Also, the complexity of living in this world.

Well, I do admit that I am a free spirit, I like to view the world as a playground and all people like a child. Things do get simpler that way. On the side note, I really love adventure ;)
To see the world's wonders; the various culture, climb the peaks of the world and try the many activities and food of the world.

In The Future ...

I will try my best to cultivate good principles in myself and in hope be of an influence in peoples' lives.

I'll try my best to stay positive and joyful in all situation and in hopes generate some warmth in peoples' lives.

I'll try my best to be stronger and independent and in hope shoulder the many struggles and emotions in peoples' lives.

I'll try my best to be the best of myself and live everyday to it fullest, and in hope die a non-regretful live.

I'll try my best to love ...

Escape!

2011-02-01T16:49:00.007+08:00

2 words: Empty & Bored

Sis lost my laptop; along with its many to do things, bookmarks, folders with wonderful websites archived since it was brought. Current laptop is so empty that I don't know what to do when i am online.

Adding to the boringness, hardly anyone to go out with, festive season is a killer!

Seriously!?

In recent years, more articles and such services are popping all over the net, street ads and newspaper.

What is freakier, it might just happen on me >:S

Chinese New Year; thinking back, it has been a year now.

Aside from the nagging to clear the house, rattles from relative is a mind bobbing issue.

First blood has been strike by mum, and still in counting =/

Just a thought though, can I be rent out XD extra allowance! wuHOoo! >:D

Age: 20

Height: 172

Currently serving NS

Check out my photo @http://www.facebook.com/profile.php?id=694545207

Interested parties please contact me @96634645/kelvintoh@live.com

Price will be charge accordingly to requirements.

Hope to work with you soon.

See ya.

~ Time Flies ~

Chains

2011-01-28T23:34:00.004+08:00

Broke Free:

Gold for IPPT
Away from laptop
Finiacial freedom
...

Proverbs 1:7
[ The fear of the LORD is the beginning of knowledge, but fools despise wisdom and instruction. ]

Thank God for many blessings. Feeling exciting for my 1st tithing from an actual Salary.

Just this afternoon, the news reported Singapore one of the worst country with low birth rate. Thoughts of memories flashes, which brought a curve to my mouth. Especially, when Singapore's goverment is on the change, when citizens starts to get bored with stability...~

Concerns all round a new new SG in years to come.

Aside that, taken a glance over peoples lives, peaks to valleys; some up again some down further!

Time To Break Those BONDs! ><

W.H.Y ?

2011-01-12T00:17:00.005+08:00

Why is it that we seldom question?

Why do we live life monotonously, going through motion?

Why are we here on Earth?

Why is it that Earth is SO special that the accuracy of our location is still unmatchable by any planet? Not to say the habitability of a planet.

Why is it that we waste food, when we can ask for less despite paying the same amount?

Why is it that we spend more money on pets than charity?

Why do we indulge in diamonds when there are plenty of them, not to say, they are just minerals.

Why is it that we keep buying clothes when we already have piles in our wardrobe?

Why do we invest in building super power cars when really they are hardly used by the rich?

Why do we marry when we are going to divorce later? Ain't we suppose to know our spouse before committing our lives to each other?

Why must corporates build electronics,which parts are easily spoiled?

Why

...

³² "Then you will know the truth, and the truth will set you free.”

[John 8:32]

Ask, Seek, Knock

Cloudy

2010-11-09T15:21:00.008+08:00

Hmmm …

It has been a long long time, time has been use to refresh; straighten up and be directional.

A new phrase in life – National Service (army)

Conclusion – for the past 1 year

There are too many things to learn and do, too many burdens, not enough time.

Too many stories that dejects me; I’ve seen joy wither, emotional struggles … small fragments of the world and society.

Made new friends and brought comfort to them, or so I was told. Being salt and light?

Always trying to better oneself is not easy, trying to better others is surprisingly easier.

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Future

Australian University

If financially available along with my grades
Work and live there

NIE

Under bond with the government education sector

Saved and clear bond, venture to higher qualification

Move out to the world to learn and teach

Happy Chalentine Day =D

2010-02-25T22:52:00.005+08:00

Chalentine?

HaHa, It's Chinese New Year + Valentine Day =D

Well, I Must Say, It Was Tiring.
The Previous Week Was All About Rushing Reports & Presentations.

1st Day

Pretty Oright, Just That This Year The Ang Bao Numbers Are Lesser Which May Amount To $20-$30 at least. However, The 'Economic' Seems To Bounce Up This Year. Numbers Inside Matter Most. =)

The Little Girl Is Just So Pretty! =D

The Cute Little Dog Is Called '黑猫' [Black Cat], ps: He Is Old Le

And There On The Right, Is My Lovely Niece =D

Boy O Boy, My Nephew , The Next God Of Gambler! =)

My Blessings =D

2nd Day

My Favourite =D kiat.
Went Around To Friends House. It Was Good! Pack With Food & Majong =DDD

3rd Day

Mine You, I Am In Holiday Mood, I Haven't Started Studying!

Went Out Watching A Movie And Great Time Fellowshipping Ultimately! =D

...

Study Time =(

Greetings

2010-02-14T11:13:00.006+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year & Valentine Day To All

At Least Try Lah OK!?

For All You Sorrowful People :

I Hope You Have Enjoyed =)

Hope You Have SomeOne To Hold On To

Well, When EveryOne Fails, There's Always One Up High Above Just Waiting
For You & Me
EveryTime Without Fail.

Trust & Believe
He Has A Way For Us All

Secrets

2010-02-13T21:28:00.005+08:00

Hi, Everyone

Have You Ever Had Things You Want To Let People Know, But That You Can't Because It Will De-fits The Purpose Of Not Telling.

Well, Have No Fear!

Let Me Introduce You My Good Friend: "The Box Of Secret Secrets"

Just Throw In All That You Can't Say, But So Wish Someone To Understand & Just Want To Express Yourselves.

But Do Take Note, Recently I Just Thew In Couple Of Stacks. Mind You! They Are Thick And Huge.

So Please Do Keep Your Secrets Short, For It Takes Month/S Or Probably Years, Especially For Mine, To Be Process And Be Forgotten.

I Am Sorry,
Kelvin Toh

PS: ~The End~

Heart Shocked!

2010-02-10T03:28:00.003+08:00

WOW! My Friend Is Getting Marry!

He Is Like Only My Age =.=

Excited Haha

For Whatever Reasons ... A Marriage Should Still Be Happy

& Couples Are To Work Towards A Great Family In Accordance To God

That Is The Duty Of Man

The Song Above Will Be Their Wedding Song x_O

Anw I Find The Video Is Very Cool!

I Had Never Thought Of Doing That

I Mean I Had In Mind Both Of Us Being Being Brought Together By The Pastor In The Sky While Dropping Down, But This Is SO Much Cooler.
Every1 Looking At You, WIth Your Wife To Be Crying Tears Of Joy

Totally,
Memoriable!

To Achive This, Need Authority Permission, Especially Singapore!
But, It Might Just Work!
See Me On The News Someday =P

I'll Just Keep This Idea In Mind For Now...

~ Till Then ~

Working It Out

2010-02-10T01:58:00.005+08:00

As Fate Has It, Initial Plan To Visit A Freind's Blog, The Blog Is Occupied By Another Person.
Found A Wonderful Story Which Was Repost.

We should never take our spouse for granted and we should always remember how important it is to nurture our relationship with our spouse.

Story Goes... :

When I got home that night as my wife served dinner, I held her hand and said, I’ve got something to tell you. She sat down and ate quietly. Again I observed the hurt in her eyes.

With a deep sense my heart to Dew. I didn’t love her anymore. I just pitied her!

Suddenly I didn’t know how to open my mouth. But I had to let her know what I was thinking. I want a divorce.. I raised the topic calmly.

She didn’t seem to be annoyed by my words, instead she asked me softly, why?

I avoided her question. This made her angry. She threw away the chopsticks and shouted at me, you are not a man! That night, we didn’t talk to each other. She was weeping. I knew she wanted to find out what had happened to our marriage. But I could hardly give her a satisfactory answer; she had lost of guilt, I drafted a divorce agreement which stated that she could own our house, our car, and 30% stake of my company.

She glanced at it and then tore it into pieces. The woman who had spent ten years of her life with me had become a stranger. I felt sorry for her wasted time, resources and energy but I could not take back what I had said for I loved Dew so dearly. Finally she cried loudly in front of me, which was what I had expected to see. To me her cry was actually a kind of release. The idea of divorce which had obsessed me for several weeks seemed to be firmer and clearer now.

The next day, I came back home very late and found her writing something at the table. I didn’t have supper but went straight to sleep and fell asleep very fast because I was tired after an eventful day with Dew.

When I woke up, she was still there at the table writing. I just did not care so I turned over and was asleep again.

In the morning she presented her divorce conditions: she didn’t want anything from me, but needed a month’s notice before the divorce.
She requested that in that one month we both struggle to live as normal a life as possible. Her reasons were simple: our son had his exams in a month’s time and she didn’t want to disrupt him with our broken marriage.

This was agreeable to me. But she had something more, she asked me to recall how I had carried her into out bridal room on our wedding day.

She requested that everyday for the month’s duration I carry her out of our bedroom to the front door ever morning.. I thought she was going crazy. Just to make our last days together bearable I accepted her odd request.

I told Dew about my wife’s divorce conditions.. . She laughed loudly and thought it was absurd. No matter what tricks she applies, she has to face the divorce, she said scornfully..

My wife and I hadn’t had any body contact since my divorce intention was explicitly expressed. So when I carried her out on the first day, we both appeared clumsy. Our son clapped behind us, daddy is holding mummy in his arms. His words brought me a sense of pain. From the bedroom to the sitting room, then to the door, I walked over ten meters with her in my arms. She closed her eyes and said softly; don’t tell our son about the divorce. I nodded, feeling somewhat upset. I put her down outside the door. She went to wait for the bus to work. I drove alone to the office.

On the second day, both of us acted much more easily. She leaned on my chest. I could smell the fragrance of her blouse. I realized that I hadn’t looked at this woman carefully for a long time.. I realized she was not young any more. There were fine wrinkles on her face, her hair was graying! Our marriage had taken its toll on her. For a minute I wondered what I had done to her.

On the fourth day, when I lifted her up, I felt a sense of intimacy returning. This was the woman who had given ten years of her life to me.

On the fifth and sixth day, I realized that our sense of intimacy was growing again. I didn’t tell Dew about this. It became easier to carry her as the month slipped by. Perhaps the everyday workout made me stronger.

She was choosing what to wear one morning. She tried on quite a few dresses but could not find a suitable one. Then she sighed, all my dresses have grown bigger. I suddenly realized that she had grown so thin, that was the reason why I could carry her more easily.

Suddenly it hit me… she had buried so much pain and bitterness in her heart. Subconsciously I reached out and touched her head.

Our son came in at the moment and said, Dad, it’s time to carry mum out. To him, seeing his father carrying his mother out had become an essential part of his life. My wife gestured to our son to come closer and hugged him tightly. I turned my face away because I was afraid I might change my mind at this last minute. I then held her in my arms, walking from the bedroom, through the sitting room, to the hallway. Her hand surrounded my neck softly and naturally. I held her body tightly; it was just like our wedding day.

But her much lighter weight made me sad. On the last day, when I held her in my arms I could hardly move a step. Our son had gone to school. I held her tightly and said, I hadn’t noticed that our life lacked intimacy.

I drove to office…. jumped out of the car swiftly without locking the door. I was afraid any delay would make me change my mind…I walked upstairs. Dew opened the door and I said to her, Sorry, Dew, I do not want the divorce anymore.

She looked at me, astonished, and then touched my forehead.. Do you have a fever? She said. I moved her hand off my head. Sorry, Dew, I said, I won’t divorce. My marriage life was boring probably because she and I didn’t value the details of our lives, not because we didn’t love each other any more. Now I realize that since I carried her into my home on our wedding day I am supposed to hold her until death do us apart.

Dew seemed to suddenly wake up. She gave me a loud slap and then slammed the door and burst into tears. I walked downstairs and drove away.

At the floral shop on the way, I ordered a bouquet of flowers for my wife. The salesgirl asked me what to write on the card. I smiled and wrote, I’ll carry you out every morning until death do us apart.

That evening I arrived home, flowers in my hands, a smile on my face, I run up stairs, only to find my wife in the bed – dead.

The small details of your lives are what really matter in a relationship. It is not the mansion, the car, property, the money in the bank. These create an environment conducive for happiness but cannot give happiness in themselves. So find time to be your spouse’s friend and do those little things for each other that build intimacy. Do have a real happy marriage!

If you don’t share this, nothing will happen to you.

If you do, you just might save a marriage.

Many of life’s failures are people who did not realize how close they were to success when they gave up.

http://www.chapters-of-me.blogspot.com/

Note:

Hmm... Was Wondering, How People Are Blinded By Factors And ... Well ... In Which Later They Regret.

It's Just Sad =/

Not Letting Go

2010-02-09T00:49:00.007+08:00

Picture I Found By Chance When Researching For Garden Design
Hmm...

Wondering What Can Be A Good Garden Scenery For This Wonderful Moment

What Features Will Make It Memoriable?

What Design Will Suit Their Feelings?

The Looks Of Her Eyes ...

The Misses

The Longing

The Never Want To Let Him Go Feeling~

The Joy Of Seeing Him

The Comfort He Is There

The Feeling Everything Is Going To Be Alright

Her Eyes Speaks Of All These Emotions And Much More...

hmm...

Kids Are Great In That They Display Their Emotions Freely

So True & Pure ~

I Remembered A Kid Saying I Am Cute
WOW!

I Tell You~ The Feeling Was Wonderful

Joy Flow In All My Veins

I Wish

2010-02-08T21:33:00.004+08:00

http://www.dearjohn-movie.com/

Do Go In, And Check Out 'The Moment I Knew' Section ...

It Is Just Wonderful =)

I Shall Not Speak Much..

The Best Romace Movie After 'The Lakehouse'

Would Anyone Watch Me With Me Please.. =(

Please

...
Please

...

@^_^@

~Thank You~

MISC

2010-02-07T22:19:00.012+08:00

Well It Has Been Hactic These Days As I Rush Throught Acadamic Stuffs.

Sad to Say, I Am Leaving Ngee Ann Polytechnic In 3 Weeks.

Hadn't Really Enjoy And Make Full Use Of The School Facilities As Well As Making More Friends ... For The Record, I Feel That I Can Make More Friends In This 3 years, Just So You Know For Those Who Thinks Otherwise ...

Then Again, Ironically Speaking, I Am Looking Forward To Leaving School Life And Embarking On A New Journey Of My Life. NS~ A New Perspective Toward Life?: My Life? Well, We Shall See ...

Oright Oright, Enough Of The What Nots & Grandpa Story.

Its Time To View Some Parcel Of 'These Days'

Shepherding Session - 31th Jan' 10

=D I Did Not Make/Bite It Out Purposely! OK ...

Hmm... Yes, While Eating I Was Indeed Thinking..

When I Detach One Small Peice Out Of This Big Piece Unknowly,
It Became A Heart Shape =D

Makes Me Thinks Of The Time Back When I Was Climbing Mountain In Taiwan,
I Found A Few heart shaped rocks.

Just So Interesting,
Making Me Think

The World Is Such Miracle And That Love Can Be Found When You Least Expected It ...
Indeed

Macritchie Reservoir - EVP Recce

Compare These 2 Pictures, Do They Look Alike? Well They Are 2 Different Baby Girl.

On The Left Is My Neice On The Right Is A Caucasian Child

By The Way Her Name Is Charlie , Beautiful Eh, She Is.

Along The Hike, I Started Talking To This Family While Resting In A Hut. Well, I Want To Uphold The Practise That, Singaporeans Can Be Gracious =)

I Want To Start Practising Talking To People Such That One Day, It Will Me Outreach To Total Strangers Round The World As Well As Making New Freinds.

EVP Event - Actual

Well, It Was Not Bad.
Seriouly Speaking, Initially I Was Thinking The Mood Might Be SianZational, But Considering That We Manage To Walk 'Roughly Together' At The Later Part Of The Trail And Filled The Way With Talks And Laughters, It Was Really Pretty Wonderful =)

*Claps To All Who Complete This Walk

We Had A 'Reunion Dinner' / Pre-Chinese New Year In Like The First Time In 3 years!

Well, At Least Most Of Us Were Present.

The Dishes Were Oright, Like The Pork And Chicken Dish Only.

The Fish Could Be Fresher,

The Kang Kong Coud Be Less Oily ... Seriously!

thoughtsofyouwheniwaseatingthat

The Prawns Were Great, But They Can Be That Bit More Larger

& That Maybe The Praawn Dish Should Not Be That.

BUT, Over All, Everyhing Was Great! =D

...

Thinking, Is There Time For Me To Do Up A Graduation Video Of Us!

I Hope.. I Have Been Thinking Of These Since year 1!

...

O Goodness~ =/ Time Pass So Fast

Sunday - Hope Kinders

Sad to Say, I Was Late... But The Point Is Not This!

When I Entered The Room Queitly,Still Kids Saw Me And Smile Vividly At Me. I Missed Their Innocent Watery Eye beaming With Joy That I was There.

I Felt I Have Let Them Down =/

Once I Sat Down, A Few Whisper Into My Ear And Ask, "Teacher Kelvin, Why Are You Late .." , (The Feeling Of Biting My Lips) I Replied: "Coz Teacher Kelvin Is Very Tired."

The Looks Of Their Faces; Just Plainly Accepting My Answer And With The Few Others, Started To Flow Towards Me And Surrounded Me.

That Feeling Is Un-describable, The Gentle Yet, Warm And Light Care & Concern.

My Presence & Their Presence Reacting To Each Other, Providing One Another A Wonderful Emotional Touch.

They Are What That Refill My Tank.
They Are What That Renew Me.
They Are What That Converts My Sorrows/Saddness To None.
They Are What That Makes Me Driven.

You Know Kids Have Such Healing Aura Around Them.

There Is No Need For Complexity Unlike The World As I Know
It Just Feels So Great & Simple

All I Ask Is For A Simple This And That,
A Simple Heart After God,
A Simple Desire To Serve God & Man,
A Simple Life
A Simple Love

...

A Simplicity List Of All Sort Of Big & Small Things
Which, Simplicity It Self IS The Hardest To Achieve

Especially, In This Complex World We Live In

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Lord I Look Upon You

Rekindle My Heart

Let Your Word Not Leave From My Mouth

Heal Those Who Are In Suffering

Connect All Who Are Not Save

Pull Back Those Who Forsaken You

Bless Be Your Servant Once Again To Do Your Work

Oh Lord, My God,

Refreshes All Who Are Tired & Weary

Protect Those Who Are Being Attack By The Devil

Clear the Path For Those Who Believe

In Jesus's Name,

May The Fruits Of The Spirit Be Upon The House Of God Daily

Amen

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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4hYO8b4u3po

(The Lake House)

Was Surfing Through Songs & This Showed Up
The Song Is Great

But,
The Movie Is Greater

The Lake House Does Brings Up Memories
I Love This Movie & Find It The Best Out Of All The Romace Movies I'hv Watched

Ain't It Heart Moving~?

Well Hope You Have Enjoyed It

...

At Least, I Have =D

iwilljustsmile&lyg=)

Disillusion

2010-01-24T22:39:00.004+08:00

'I See You'

M..R

-SYSK

-WIMT

-IYLMW

-YTMHA

-TMTYH

-TWYGA
____________________________________________________________

Avatar ...

It Is The Best Movie I Ever Watched In My Life

The Ugly World We Live In Now

Is Totally Potrayed

Now

I Understand Why

So Many Got Into Depression

After Watching The Movie

How I Wish

The World Is Not Rule Over By Sin =/

I Want To Get That Close To Nature As well

The Ability To Connect To Mother Earth Is Astonishing

To Feel All Things In Creation

This Movie Is Spiritual

All I Can Say Is:

Smack Me In The Face To Wake Me Up

For I Wish To Watch It Over And Over Again!

Seek The Source

2010-01-23T01:40:00.006+08:00

Seek the Source
a voice out of this world
Call on our souls
to wait no longer
Be ready to move
to yet another level
And be ready
for the original home

Up there in Heaven

your real home

your true resting place

Let your soul take flight

like a balloon that keeps uprising,

like an eagle with strong mighty wings

Your feet in the mud

Your body roped to logs

Your mind pulled by thoughts

Tired up you have been,

Break them all loose I say

be ready for the flight up high

Make your journey

from this failing world

focus

Set your sight on what's up high

Soar the heights

where speration of you and home

is no more

By God's creation

your wing will grow

So long you live

active your wings will stay

Try ever so hard

each and everyday

Spread them wide

flap them hard

know your tries are not invain

Know your wings

for they are yours

Hope and quest is you to fill

With faith that small

as a mustard's seed

all you asked shall be given

all you seek shall be found

Seek nothing but the Source

seek this kingdom

seek that righteousness

Have no fear

all will be given

Joy is with you

...

[Proverbs 3:5-6]

...

~END~

True Joy

2010-01-21T01:10:00.006+08:00

My Ideal 3 Kids For Now =D

...

(Favourite)

What Joy To Be Like A Child

What Uncomplicated Love There Is

The Smile Smoothes Your Soul

The Touch Melts Your Heart

Truth Be Told, Children Grow In The Darkness Of Man

Truth Be Told, Children Are The Resting Ground Of Man

They Lighted My Life

They Lifted Me Up

They Are God Sent

...

A Look At These Pictures Always Make My Day & Moment

...

For Them I Stand

For Them I Will Not Be Defeated

For Them I Grow

In Every Moment ...

God I Need You ...

2010-01-20T00:32:00.011+08:00

I Wish For You, O Lord, To Say This To Me ...

My God, I Am Truely Afraid

Afraid Of All ./s Other Than Yours, Only You Won't Fail Me

Even Family Can Fail,

Even Close Friends Can Fail,

Even Spiritual People Can Fail,

Why Then ... Is This Different

When Everything Falls Apart

2009-12-30T00:10:00.011+08:00

John 14: 1

"Do not let your hearts be troubled.

Trust in God; trust also in me."

John 16:33

"I have told you these things, so that in me you may have peace.

In this world you will have trouble.

But take Heart! I have overcome the world."

Thank You Lord

What A lifeSaver you are indeed.

Cast away Everything and Focus on God!

Our Life Is That of A Train Track

You know brothers & sisters, we are living in a world where time is always not enough.

We are constantly moving faster as the world around us move even faster!

If we speed this fast, preoccupying the time other than for God ...

Then are we truely still on the track?

Won't we crash?

Problems/Too late/... The wrong way?

Why not stop for now.

Re-Evaluate ourselves. Keep ourselves in check.

Take control of the railway, let us not be led by 'others'

Which way to go?

Ask ...

Proverbs 16:9

"A man's heart plans his way, but the Lord directs his steps."

While you are searching & thinking in accordance to his word ,

he will land you in the right track in all ways of your life.

Do not be afriad, the hands of God is lifting you.

...

Proverbs 1:33

"But whoever listens to me will dwell saftely, and will be secure, without fear of evil"

Destruction will not be upon us, but eternity is there waiting

Won't you trust Him?

...

The Heaven Gates Await

Let the eyes of God guide us to the unseen track to above.

Everything in this world will fall, But not God

He works in differnt laws of not this world.

He is waiting

...

Always

...

Won't you say YES?

Merry Christmas

2009-12-25T16:22:00.005+08:00

Merry Christmas Every One! Especially You Jesus Christ; HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

The Celebration Went Well. Non-believers Had Fun & Its Such Joy To See Them Mixing With Us.

PS: I Hadn't Had Lunch nor Dinner Yesterday ... The Time Now Is 4.31pm eating packet noodle ...=/

___________________________________________________________________

Alone At Home ... This Christmas Is like All Others~ yet so much Different =)

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Luke 10:21-24 (MSG)

21. At that, Jesus rejoiced, exuberant in the Holy Spirit. "I thank you, Father, Master of heaven and Earth, that you hid these things from the know-it-alls and showed them to these innocent newcomers. Yes, Father, it pleased you to do it this way.

22. "I'hv been given it all by my Father! Only the Father knows who the Son is and only the Son knows who the Father is. The Son can introduce the Father to anyone he wants to."

23-24. He then turned in a private aside to his disciples. "Fortunate the eyes that see what you're seeing! There are plenty of prophets and kings who would have given their right arm to see what you are seeing but never got so much as a glimpse, to hear what you are hearing but never got so much as a whisper."

. . .

That Is What Chritsmas Is All About. . .

Lets Never Forsake Our Lord Jesus Christ To Whom Will Bring Us Closer To God.

. . .

Luke 11:9

9. "So I say to you: Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.

I Hope To See You Standing At My Door =D

Merry Christmas Yet Again, Look Forward To A HAppy New Year With The Lord. Amen

Christmas Gifts!

2009-12-11T00:27:00.002+08:00

Hey Peeps!

You Know What!? Christmas Is Coming!!!

Thinking Of A Gift / Don't Know What To Buy?

Try These!

http://BiteMyEars.com

They Will Surely Bring Music To Your Ears!

Past Few Months =D

2009-11-28T14:04:00.010+08:00

Been real busy =/ & Lazy too , haha

Just a round up of specific events =)
Of course there were more, but not possible to round up every single one. You know me, haha, eventfull person!

August

- Birthday

Well, after my birthday celebration at the G-Max. I have changed, not sure why but being up there i felt so much closer to God haha. Just love to be free and soar ~

One day, I will be at top of the world on Land, Sea & the SKY. Mount Everest, Exploring the depth & Sky Dive around the world; viewing all the awsome views of the Earth.

SEPTEMBER

- Attachment

Few days later after exams, its attachemnt! Boy, its been a wonderful time working there. I have grew strength not just physically, but spiritually as well.

A photo with the boss: Mr. Han

My lunch break~

No matter the tiredness, I spent my QT on the way to work. During these time, new giftings were form, as well as the flame. Learn some stuff about life from work as well as grew in charactor.

- Zoo Outing (Kids Ministry)

Took a day off form work to go play with the kids. Wonderfully great!

October

- Grandma's Birthday

Went to Malaysia over the weekend to celebrate. A fun time meeting relatives, and singing karaoke though i did not =)

There were lots of Birthday celebrations as well.

November

- NPSP campaign carries on.

- I gain in number of sheeps

- Dr. Elmore conferences on parenting

- ...

silent

2009-08-23T23:59:00.002+08:00

what is right, what is wrong
what is good, what is bad
what is ...

who are we,
who are you,
who are they, to decide

don't be quick:
to judge,
to, make your, stand
to Decide

understand the other person's point of view
understand the big picture
understand the heart ...

understand Me ...

Endless Glory

2009-07-15T00:47:00.003+08:00

Oman, God has done it again! AMEN.

Today IS was terrible, terribly awesome.

Human Communication; the teacher is a very nice guy, believe we did a wonderful job.
WISP, rush the ppt like shit and so nice for the teacher to push it to next week present! More over, got tips and comment from teacher to improve on slide.

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Friday
Went to school at 9am, forgot what i did on thusday, just know that i am very tired. Finish the WDM project, running here and there to take measurements. Next did FYP and then went for OB physical training. KO on the sofa without bathing! Yea! That tired.

Saturday
Went to effective emailing workshop which was quite insightful. Know a couple of new stuff. Suriani's IS event was sucessful, where the top prize goes to GV Fund wahhaha.

Then went to sentosa which wasn't what i expected. there were so little people =(

Ahh, broke fast =/

Sunday
Some1 put airoplane, i gave up my sleep to go to kids service.

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So right now, its Wed and i need to fnish my EMS before i got mark as not doing my work. Haiz MST no retest.

Haiz, there is a EDU meeting at 6pm; got to give up CG

But anyway, got targets to sow on too

Must do SOmething Cool for WDM!

God's Helping Hand

2009-07-08T16:57:00.001+08:00

It has been a while now, been throught the week with low amount of sleep. With my new laptop, i discovered joy of playing game, which for this 3 years i did not experience. i confess, i am hook mildly and that my mind thinks of playing game straight after school. Oman, i really love my laptop.
Well, this gaming joy adds on to my slacking to not do any work. Seriously, project given to me to do, i procastinate and suffer sleeping at 4am and waking up at 7 ...
My life is a little messy with homework not done, haha, but that is 2 only.
The thing is, you think my life is quite mess up and everything, God lend a helping hand. A big one indeed. Heres what, projects supposely to be done on the first week after the holiday and i didn’t.

1) Dragged it, yet members were not calculative and not angry haha.

2) Leader called on Monday, say no need do my part. Just focus making ppt, which info they
will sent.

3) Presenting today, and ppt is still not done finish. God let my IS – Human Comuunication
class be doing project, thus free time. Haha used it to do my ppt.

4) Thought WISP need to present the future insight, but there is nothing to present. Went
there and saw the notice, my IS teacher has been on MC still. Thus, this week became E-
learning. Which i forgot to do, as it is supposed to be done during the time period.

5) Today, the day of presentation, did pretty well, one of the top 3 wahahah!

Amazing isn’t it?

Can’t thank god enough, but to be strong and do his work more for him =D

The Future ...

2009-06-30T21:23:00.004+08:00

You know, God is so good to me that he shown me wonderful websites while i am researching Non-academic related stuff.

Have you heard of Twitter? www.twitter.com

It is like a mini blog or diary that allows you to input short amount of word of what is happening to you now.

Through this, I got to know Algore’s website
- http://www.algore.com/
- http://www.wecansolveit.org/

Pretty interesting thing right, with twitter, I can connect to lots of other great people such as Rick Warren etc.

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The other great web site I dearly would like to share is www.TED.com

It is a terrific website hosting numerous videos of wonderful speakers around the world giving talks that are so all impacting and inspiring.

If everyone is gains insights and understanding of our world, especially its issues, then lots of problems can be solved.

Below, i have a couple of videos. Take time to see them and enjoy =)

We can learn so much from nature. Thus the more we should protect Earth and its life forms, specifically the conservation of the forest. Beside directly helping us by being the lungs of the Earth, they indirectly save us by sparking upon us ideas and showing us the amazing science behind nature’s work ... or rather God’s creation!

Here is the finish product of what we take from nature by replacing it with mechanics and making it a life saver. In the near future, more of such advancement in technology will have a breakthrough and a reality of seeing a cyborg with human touch is possible. A whole new way of living will arise.

Wonderful isn’t it? Just imagine the possibilities of such technology; jobs, cheap building material with hardly any carbon footprint and uses less energy to produce as well, countries such as India or Africa is able to have more proper living condition, and whole lots more.

1 technology saves and helps millions of people, goes a long mile to saving Earth and able to transform the world to a better place. If we have more ideas, then the world will not be what it is like now.

Continue to the final video.

IDEAS ... like the video clearly said, we need more of it. it was well said, millions of people can be able to have ideas to save the world, but yet are thinking how to survive tomorrow. To have ideas, you need to understand the working principles of the current technology, and to do that, people need to be educated.

For people to be educated, you need money to provide such services. To do that the country first must prosper. How to do that, you asked? Simple, circle, let’s take the world have these value of money unevenly split around the countries. And that certain countries and certain people are holding most of it tightly, if so, money is being transfer very slowly. For you to gain, other people will need to loss.

So what is my point?

Let’s not complicate the whole economy thing and we just say that, IF all the billionaires and millionaires is willing to give out some of their fortune to the world, then wouldn’t everyone get education, proper sanitation and most of problem around the world will be solve?
Why then are people not doing that? That is because of greed, one of the 7 sins. Society has made it such that everyone will want more and more money. Everyone wants to be BOSS, be the one in control.

There was this video spreading around, a 11 year old girl and her group of friends save money themselves to take the plane to go to an UN world conference on climatic changes some years back. She highlighted one major thing that is the world leaders, are like kids. However, the conference sadly to say, not many attained.

During Gosh Brush time, everyone is focusing on conquering and bla bla bla. I mean, you think about it, aren’t the world leaders fighting like little kids? Imagine the world as a nursery place, the nature resources and wealth are like toys.
Are you getting it yet? Toys are good and fun, all kids want it for themselves, some share, and some don’t have. Those that have more toys are like a form of big brother, able to show off. If he gives some of his toys away, then he might loss his position. So, if those with more toys are able to give those without toys some of their toys, then wouldn’t everyone be happy. And those with more toys are still able to be big brother and also, the teacher whereby she represent climatic changes, will not take away the toys, leading to every kid crying.

The logic is simple, everyone plays a part. Bill Gates is giving away his fortune away and still earning lots. However, if it is just him alone, the world won’t change, and soon he might deplete his funds. There is a limit to one man’s effort, ever heard of the quote: 10 sticks are stronger than 1?
If everyone is able to think the same, for the greater good of mankind, if everyone is able to understand that helping others is equal to helping themselves, and if everyone is able to do their small effort, the world can be sustain.

Companies can change the world’s lifestyle, the consumer can cause the companies to do that, and education will cause consumers’ to make that decision to buy green goods.
Right now, it is hard to go green because going green COST! That is because beside demand, our technology is not there yet, thus the enhancive on GIVING. More money needs to be pump to education most importantly.

So let’s wrap this up, because of this, I have not yet touch my project! Damn it. Well anyway, everything is in a circle, everything in this world is connected somehow. We should not only care about ourselves, but others as well.

Lastly, I apologise if what I said is not well organised.

Start of School

2009-06-30T21:06:00.003+08:00

WoW start of school!

Day went by so fast. At night, went to Voluteer Hangout - For people serving in Kids Ministry. Learn a couple of things.

One of which is this :

Honoring God First
Outreaching To Children
Partnering Others
Empowering Adults & Children To Serve

Knowing Children Personally
Innovating Programs
Discipling Others
Safe Environment

VISION
Renewal Of The Spiritual Generation To Fulfil The Great Commmission Here And All Over The World

MISSION
To Build A God Centre Community To lead Kids To Christ, Connect Them To Church And Disciple Them To Be Fully Devoted To Christ

Its truely amazing what you can learn from a kid, also how God can speak to you through everything he created.

I must UnStruck!

YLC June 09

2009-06-26T00:05:00.013+08:00

2 days back was YLC (Youth Leadership Camp). There were 2 batches, which with 4 different tribes.

It rained from early afternoon till evening, so the second batch had to go through wet weather programmes.

X-venture got nothing to do after that, while OB facilitate the participants.

It was fun being able to facilitate a group as you are like a teacher and teaching them learning points as that is what a leader should be; alway learning new stuff.

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Thank god that the sun was replaced by clouds every short period of time. If not its terrible to look up and be ropeman.

Not easy being ropeman, you got to constantly look up to check on your participant and be alert.

Their life is in your hands.

The other tiring part is that, you got to wait patiently for those coming down. They sure took a long time!

After 15min or more of cheering and encouragement, the person finally descended.

Lunch time came, KFC was the meal, yum! After lunch we were all KO ...

I was in the room, sleeping of course!

Comes the next batch.

While waiting for them, we had some fun =)

This is the group I chapped in.

Have some attitude and all, which is good in a way. Its because then can we correct them and they will learn.

Then also talk to them to gain understnading on the things we do and know that how fun the camp is, is decided by them.

Some question: Why need spotters since caterpillar is like so safe.

*Spotters are people around to support if one were to fall, reduction of injury happening.

Next after few other less high game, they have earn the rights to playing this very high game.

Its very simple

Shout : Blow wind blow

Everyone: Blow what?

Shout : Blow those wearing shoes

Then those with shoes will exchange places when the mat is riase up and exchange places b4 getting trapped..

There are some other games not shown here due to lack of pictures.

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After a hard day, we enjoyed our dinner at Al Aza

Happy Ending

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Reviews

2009-06-23T00:47:00.002+08:00

I just watched Finding Nemo & Imagine That.

Finding Nemo – Nemo was lost (“kidnapped” by a dentist ). His father, Marlin went to great length to find him.

For those who have not watched it, Nemo is the only child left out of the 400 eggs. Marlin having lost most of his child and his wife, cares more than anything for his child. He became even more over protective due his Nemo’s defect right fin. Everything the child does is N O no, because Marlin is afraid. When Nemo defined Marlin, he was kidnapped. In the end, Marlin ultimately trusts in his son and believes in him.

It just so reminds us of our parents, doesn’t it? They love us so much that they curfew us, restrict us going out too often and helping us make decisions. Firstly, we got to understand that they did all out of good intentions and that they love us. Secondly, we got to understand that when we define our parents, nothing good comes out of it. Thirdly, we got to understand there is a way to happiness from both side.

How? Easy! Earn your parent trust, which often kids being young likes to break the rule and push the limits. 1st thing to gain freedom is to earn our parents’ trust. We got to account to our parents where we will be, what time will we be back, what we will be doing there and who we are with is optional. The point is, these information will give them security of their mind.
The 2nd thing is you must stay your cool and be reasonable. Parents sometime can be frustrating, they want it their way and we want it our way, result explosion! So no matter what they say, be cool. There are ways out, follow this step: Book Alternatives Reason Eliminate (B.ARE)

Book early! Account to your parents a few days in advance, so they will be prepared. They don’t like sudden leaving out of the house without notice. Usually, the 1st step does the trip. If not wait till the outing is nearer and try asking again, the mood might change and wala you are off.
If the first does not work, proceed to the second.Suggest alternative, example: you want to return home at 6, she said 5 this try 5.30. Reason it off, who knows after hearing your reasons, she give you 6.30. When all fail, cancel that, but don’t skunk and show altitude. Be cool and you will have more availability compare to when your parents are pissed and you are grounded!

Think far and out, not now and stuck (if you know what I mean)

The other stuff in Finding Nemo is that, the film is so wonderfully showing educational and environmental elements into it.

I shall go along with the movie time frame.

1. Clown fish lives in sea anemone along coral reef and are not affected by the anemone’s sting.

2. The film shows human, due to war, had trashed the sea with destroyed war weapons. Also to protect against enemy invasion, they placed lots of sea mines which could easily kill marine life forms if ever a one of them would to explode.

3. The film show how deep sea creatures survive by utilising light to attract prey. It shows the adaptation change to them such as having great big teethes.

4. The film shows the jellyfish’s tentacles are deadly and not its entire body. It also shows how jellyfishes move in swam and they kill fish with their tentacles by stinging its prey immobilizing them

5. There is the EAC – east Australian current is an ocean current that moves warm water in a counter clock-wise fashion down the east coast of Australia

6. Turtles live very long

7. Everything that is liquid such as sewage is release into the sea. Which I think is not the case now.

8. Huge fishing industries, killing other creatures as well

Lastly, if fish has intelligent, and they worked together, no human is safe! Haha

Finding Nemo like other Disney movie is always very nice =)

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Imagine That is an upcoming movie showing importance of family.

Evan and his seven-year-old daughter Olivia find it impossible to connect. He's too distracted by his career demands to understand the value of quality father-daughter time and she has all but given up on her Daddy. A powerful financial executive whose career was sent spiralling down the drain due to sudden lack of confidence finds the answers to his inexplicable setback in an imaginary world dreamt up by his young daughter.

Through the events of this, Evan began spending more time with his daughter and ultimately gives up on an important meeting, one that he dreamed off since graduation, to attain Olivia’s performance.

This show showed me the value of family and love. The society sset a goal for us, we need to be successful people. Thus, everyone is working their hair off to reach the top. They missed important such as family. Imagine, during breakfast your mum just give you a sandwich and then rush to work after driving you to school. Or 2 of you eating sandwich together and she drive you to school while chit chatting with you on the way before going to work.

Which would you prefer? Everyone is so busy and caught up in this and that, that they are not enjoying themselves and doing the job they should focus more.

The other thing in this film is that, it quite funny to see 2 adults going to great length into believing the kids’ world can lead to their success, and going all out to do kid things. In fact, it’s just based on their own talents.

Normally, how often does an adult listens to a kid? How often does an adult give enough time to listen and understand what the kid is trying to express which often is so plain and simple yet the adults find it annoying and complex and long to give their time to.

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A thought just arise in me. How great will the world be run by children? I mean just imagine, the world can be so simple and easy. Yes, there could be some troubles and problems, but these can be settled with the adults opposing to some rules and law right?

TICE ECO camp 2009

2009-06-22T11:31:00.018+08:00

Oright! Time to talk about TICE – Tertiary Institute Council for the Environment camp

Goals and Objectives
With our highly focused approach in generating awareness, the camp’s goals and objectives are as follows:

(1) To promote awareness and appreciation of our intertidal shores
(2) To educate students on its conservation.
(3) Participant should be able to design a feasible campaign for the protection of natural habitats.

Without further, lets view throught the past days in day!

1st night - group picture ( NP )

2nd day - trip to Chek Jawa

2nd day - at Chek Jawa observary tower

2nd day - trip to sentosa from Pulai Ubin

2nd day - dinner! diggign dessert! LOL

3rd day - Fiddler Crab won with $200 dollar swesen vouncher ( pricy crabs )

3rd day - group picture ( NP )

LAstly - End Off With A Smile & Jump hahhha ( on the boat back to Singapore mainland )

LAst day - presentation of why we should save ...

... supposed to have a video here, but duno why it took very long to upload. so just go to my facebook and see ok =)

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Fun wasn't it? There are lots more picture ENtiled TICE camp some where at other member profile in FaceBook.

Through out the camp we had buffet catered for numbers exceeding our numbers.

Quite an amount of food was left. And in the camp, we were asked to bring our eating utensils. However, we were using biodegradable utensils.

During the frst day of the camp, we were given talk by 3 speakers.

1. Speech by GOH – Prof Leo Tan (Intertidal shore diversity and conservation overview)
He gave me the look of a wise old one, hahha. He talks on mostly on education and awareness.

2. Talk on Nature Conservation by invited speaker – Asst Prof Shawn Lum.

He wore a shirt Hawaii style but the flowers were replaced by pine trees. Quite interesting to hear.

3. Talk on Climate Change by invited speaker – Asst Prof Chang Chew Hung
A lecturer at NIE, basically geography, and talked about Al Gore and some stuff like that.

One thing though, I got to admitted that I was quite sleepy and missed out a lot on what the first speaker has to say. It was a bit dry and dragging.

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Overall, the camp was fun and great. Timing was good, food was the best, sleep was oright and everything done green. The clean up after dinner at sentosa was the best example.

Food waste and the utensils were separated. Cans and their “opener” (duno what is it called) were separated.

Why you ask? It is because it can be recycled to made into arms or legs for those who are handicapped. It was announced by a company producing them.

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As for the message or the theme being brought across ... hmm, I do get the message, but I felt that it was not highlighted enough.

Theme: The Reef, The Sea Star & The Sotong

The reef

Represent Singapore’s marine ecosystem

The sea star

Characterize the entire marine life as it is one of the most commonly found creatures of the reefs

The sotong

Denote the human, who are oblivious to our fast disappearing marine diversity. As the saying goes, ‘as blur as the sotong’. But, ‘sotong’ can be smart as well.

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Then there is the trip to Chek Jawa, I felt that there can be more to it. Like able to get us down to see the marine life forms will be great.

During the time at sentosa, i lost my cross. The horizontal part came off. =(

But one thing good was that we won the captain ball match.

At first we go in and play, it was fun with 5 to 2. Then, it started to get intense! And rough play is there, a big guy was very scaring!
At the last match, it was hard. At the first half we lost 1 to 3. At the second half it was a draw! And a sudden death match was raised.
We won eventually due to good teamwork and strong mindset together to win. Quite emotional haha, not cry but the feeling to battle all the way up with just the mind set to play then we won is not easy woah.

At the last day, we rushed our presentation with amazing performance. Expect nothing less from the hard work we put in. We started discussing on the from the 1st dinner and debated and do up our powerpoint slides till 3am!

Lastly, hope next year the response to TICE camp can be better. If not with just NP, we will take the top 3 again ;)

Till next TICE, I LOVE FIDDLER CRABS! WE ROCK!

REALLY REALLY SIPER DUPER REPALLY WANT TO GO HANG OUT WITH YOU GUYS AGAIN =)

Life

2009-06-21T18:27:00.004+08:00

We are so fragile, anything can kill us. All we got is our big and all mighty brain, which many of us don’t really utilize fully.

Yesterday early afternoon, a biker met an accident with his head damaged.

Base on the type of bike, he could be a middle aged man.

This leads me to consider, the bundles after the operation; financially and the effect to his body; operate slower? All these are the extreme of course, but they are a possibility.

We can be gone just like that, yet majority of us live life and when at the end of line we look back, we did nothing significance.

Some like me, who does not demand much and live everyday happy and when we die, it just seems to me I have wasted it.

I have not been reflecting and plan my life ahead. The various events took my mind off such small yet significance thing, and now I am in poly year 3. What have I done so far in poly years? Nothing! Except going to lots of events?

Sign~ it is time to plan ... but projects are attracting me to drift away.

Wonderful Day

2009-06-20T15:27:00.004+08:00

Yawn~ arrrrr~
Shoulder and back pain. Yesterday’s kayaking was hectic!
The outing with secondary friends isn’t that bad and I have finally been able to play an enjoyable LAN game.

Kayaking
Kayaking needs better planning, everything was not to plan and far away from it; expect for the bus arrival that is.
Participation numbers from the year1s was not what I was told and expect.
Upon reaching the venue, I was needed to step in to settle a couple of stuffs. I kayaked only 1hour, whereleadership points were given to replace that ... what are the rest of the supposed leaders doing man!

BUT still, thank god as it still turns out fine; I suppose. The people had fun since they all know which other -_-lll and the year1 are spontaneous.

POOL
After kayaking went to town to catch up with 3 secondary buddies, whom are aimless in regards to what we shall do.
After going in circles literally, we settled in Sakae Sushi beside Doby Mrt. We seated in from round 3.30pm to 5.30

Next up, went to Park Lane to play pool; which I thought was cheaper but not. However, it’s ok because after pool, there is LAN! Wahhaha
Really really thank god for I duno~ winning every single round and being the champion of the table with among my friends hahahah. Guess the idea of being positive and power of mind and universe is working as well. But, I got to admit, all of us are lousy players.
The last game however, I lost by 1 ball due to anxious to go play LAN.

LAN
Bad news arrive, LAN was postponed. Instead, we went to offer our services to help for deco at nexus after dinner. But, it turned out, we were not needed and proceed to eating tou hui(soy bean)
Half way, Nemo drop out due to tiredness and wanted to go home rest early. LEFT 4! At the junction to go for LAN or tou hui, majority goes for LAN, thus left 3 and Jason was off.
Me, Zi Kang and Hui Peng complete Left 4 Dead: No Mercy in 1hr 06 mins. Phew~

FINALLY
That was awesome! An AWESOME complete day! =) Happy and satisfied.

Past Week

2009-06-19T01:20:00.004+08:00

Phew, what a week!

1st week of holiday is soon coming to an end, in a blink of my eyes. This holiday has gain lots of insights through TICE camp and Water Symposium, which I will talk about it later.

Last week after WDM, I spent an entire day watching movies. Wednesday came, went Evaxing plus viewing of laptop.

On Thursday, went with Mum to PC show to buy laptop. So happy, over are the days of slow poke and entertain less. However, I have been so used to it that I am not maximising the full usage of my new laptop.

It weights freaky 1.9kg and 1.3 without the battery! very very very light; compact and portable!

At first was deciding to get a pink one, but too outstanding le, and black is too common, thus this gold haha.

The wires are messy as i have to transfer stuff from the old com to this new one.

Also, just recently I brought a new phone as well. It is really very cool, but alas, I am not one who is tech savvy and fail the gadget =/

It has 4Gb of memory; 3.2 mega pixel cam; able to surf internet; able to track songs by just recording part of it; GPS; video,photo,music DJ; and best of all!; only this phone can enable me to download unlimited songs for 1 mth and 60 songs a month after that for a year with 3.5 millions data of songs.

Amaze? Impressive!

But But But, i don't really listen to much song =/

All in All, they look good and i look good with them! hee

Matt 6:33 =)

2009-06-06T23:34:00.002+08:00

HALLELUJAH !!!

My high fever which appear out of nowhere on thusday is gone. Now, all that is left is sight headache, sore throat plus TIREDNESS!
RAWR!

The sickness has made me suffer badly, not able to sleep well. I woke up 2am then 4am then 6am ... Crazy
Well, least i am able to go to church and go for Kids' Ministry. Amen!
Really really really REALLY miss them =(

Hmm other than that, my Diving class is cancelled =(. June holiday has too much work load. All fun stuff will have to wait till graduate!
Orite, got to go. Very tired haiz, stupid sickness.

WonderFul Sunday

2009-06-01T22:32:00.003+08:00

It has been a busy week yet agian.
Really thank God that i am able to have joy in me again. Was going the wrong path and blinded by worries. Whatever, i am back, need to jiayou woah. =)

Whenever there is something to write, i am just too busy haha.
But thats ok right? right? I will try to pay back during the holidays ok!, which apparently ain't one.

Anyway, went to see Aug ytd and boy was he great. His skin condition is terrific, face smooth but his eyes have became "built in with special len". He sees people's body big and head small ... lol!
Saw a couple of terrific quality movies on his all amazing mighty 2 screen desktop.

After which, went to food fair with Miao xin and Nemo. Haha, it was nice. Brought back this vinger for mum to drink. Lol i never knew there are so many health benefits from vinegar which differnt vinegar can cure differnt problems, such as insomia or constipation.
The below one is mixed with honey and able to helps in ... i lost the paper ... wahaha just know its good can le. Cost: $28.80 lol, half of my allowances poof! haha, but i enjoyed it.

After that, we went to popular to look around. ZOMG, the temptation of books is so nice wahhaha. Was able to get 3 nice books at 50% and 25% . Totally Cheap Cheap Cheap! Was worried not able to get them at first ha!
Below are the books i brought. The largest is sort of a literature book, with nice english and all; novel. Then the second, needless to say; puzzles, where i can have lots and fun and learn something while i am at it, cool! Finally the last but not least, a wonderful book of poems on praise for nature. =) love it at first sight.

Overall, the day was great and got 3/4 dejavus in a row for the day. I wonder if one day, i will be able to see the "future" for a few min, which might save a life wahaha.
Day Dreams are great,but Lucid Dreams are even greater. You get to watch a movie starring you with all the fantasies you ever wanted to be while you are sleeping. Amazing? Check it out yourself then. Shall go and research on it and post it up one day during the holiday =)
See you all in Dream land.

Oright folks, Another day has gone
Stay tune to kelvin's tv.com.sg

ZOMG

2009-05-22T22:24:00.002+08:00

Seriously tired ... so much yet to do! damn it.

Well been staying up and not sleeping well for this week ...

But thank god i am still alive ...

So much studying to do =(

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GIVING THANKS

The field trip to a plant need not IC , which i forgot to bring

Singapore Junior Water Prize which will be held in NP, i need not go.
Due to i A/overhead is unable to attend the breifing which was changed to FRI instead of THUS.
Its such that on MON i need not miss lesson and have a test tt day.

I am able to have games idea for Learning Trail for BTNR H.park

LASTLY, whihc is the best of all! I am able to go learn Diving next month during the June holiday. How cool is that!
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Basically shag!

Luckily my mum brought a coffee brewer! thank god for her =)

p.s. love you mum!

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Next week gonna have 2 test coming up with a few IS assignment need to hand it ... hate it!

till next time ...

worldly stuff

2009-05-16T02:55:00.003+08:00

I am currently at NPSC camp.

It has been great fun and all but, the purpose in me goign for these camp and missing cooperate prayer plus service to get contacts.
However, there is no potential sheeps.

To add to my dismay, the $50 that i got from being a belayer for a event is lost on the same day i got it! Which that day is yesterday.

Despite all, i'll still praise the Lord and praise him. He has given me the oppurtunity to miggle with my belove CCA and that i have truely not be emotional about the stuff i have lost till now.

To many, a $50 may not be much .. but to some, it is their life.

Well, that $50 to me is rather joyful to have. After so long of saving, eating only $2 a day, i thought that $50 can enable me to reward myself =(

I am doing so much saving is because, i have planed to go fore to 2 countries mainly Taiwan & Vietnam after my graduate.

Thus, it is quite good to have, yet i shall not be move due to worldly/material stuff.
God is in control, i believe that $50 is not what i need.
One wonderful concept you can think when you lose your stuff,

1) Don't be bother by it.
2) Sleep!
3) You have blessed someone indirectly

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2009-05-12T23:33:00.003+08:00

O right everyone, I am back ! wahhaha
I shall say what happened during the holidays before I post about today.

March!

Somewhere in early may
It was just after a rain that I saw the rainbow. It is so amazing how everyone is looking down all the time and missed the wonders of the world created by god.
I t was after around 10-15 mins before anyone saw it. One couple started taking pictures that is when everyone saw the rainbow.
It just reminds me how god is so true and real, yet people do not believe in him. That only US the minority are able to feel him.
Only when god shown himself to the world physically and perform out of the scale miracles acts, might these majority group of people believe in him.

March 5-6
Went to Gateway to help out dismantle the magic props. For your info, gateway is a leading magic company owned by Mr Lawrence.
Was really blessed because I get to know so much magic secrets and I get to have some cash that enable me to last through the holiday.

March 7
Went for training for care kids coordinator
It was just boring, but learned some new games.
Was surprise I knew lots of stuff on how to handle different scenarios, such as what do you do when a female student came running to you crying and pouring her problems to you =)
After that went to church.

March 10
Went to check jawa, ok quite nice haha.
Get to see some interesting creatures.

March 13
went to care camp. Jocelyn did not went, due to her grandma, which is a good thing. She will not be able o handle the kids.
I believe I brought too much clothes!
Well 1st night not really fun. The games are kind of boring. The kids are turn off.
Middle of night, I don’t know why I am so hardworking and caring for the kids. I stayed up the whole night to make sure everyone sleep. I slept at 4am!
I even had to walk around to search for smokers and talk people out of smoking for at least that night.
I think I was too tired, there was this gangster whom I could have been able to open him up and share to me, but I let it slipped!
Well, hope he do well in his life …

March 14
Went out of camp early in the morning for house to house.
1st thought was ,gosh so many household, how long will it take. I want to go back to camp!
But what you know, it was just specific households that have water bill over the average. Thus, it is our duty to let them understand how to save water and then we help them install the water saving devices.
I forgot to take back a few!
Then rush back to camp, man they had fun while I was absent!.
Galloped down the packet lunch and quickly change to prepare for water games! Yipi!
But, as you know kids … they tend to overplay … accident happen and wala~ everything was cancel.
The part of camp where everyone was most excited for got cancel …. Everyone became immediate depress … haiz ~
Ok this is the part where It gets heartwarming.
Everyone was so down, effort from GL n coordinators did not work. The teacher came down to have a talk with them …
Girls cried ….
Boys hack cared … carry on playing on their own …
I STEPPED IN.
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Talk to them about the problem, ot the guys then to the girl. Then started to lead them to do a simple cheer and song … their song!
On the performace night … I AM still so proud of them, the teachers are really proud of them as well though they didn’t give me credit haha, but such things aiya. God say matt 6:1
After that, we have trust walk, where every one is blind fold and we need lead them to a quite place to share a family chart.

March 15
Break camp, it was terrific. Miss all of them. End with by writing encouragement or thank you message at the back of everyone you want to write to.
But the terrible thing Is I lost one of my girl’s wallet. I feel real bad till now, trying to get her contact to send her a book I got from care. It is filled with lots of encouragement and meaningful quotes plus inspirational messages.
…. I still not able to contact her, the middle man don’t know mia where =/

March 16
Went to work in Aston, which I am going to quit, for a whole day with 1 ½ hour of break!

March 18
Wanted to work from 16-18 for full days, but it seem they’ve got enough people to replace us. Well at least I got enough to live off haha.

March 20 – 22
Woah! Church camp
Great, learned a lot on contemporary issues.

March 23
Meeting with lingling from nea
Nothing much to talk on this matter.

March 25 to 29
Went to Vietnam! Make even more ewt junior frds. Waahha.
Can go face book see
Erm last day brought back 2 more alcohol. Haha I can have alcohol party le lol.
Hmm, I find that the trip wasn’t really good as in the participants are all bore and only thinking about shopping at night. In the day, they can’t see the value of the information.
But anyway we had fun, and lots of shopping =)

April
Just like that march zoom past

April 1
April fool day! Went to bouldering and badminton with caishi, which was really super duper fun wahaha.
But Jocelyn got stuck at lab and dor got problem , both didn’t go haiz.
Yet to find any good buddy to do all these sort of stuff tgt.

April 2
Did a FOC at camp david under OB. Haha the students are funny. Missed FOP training, couldn’t be SL for yr1 , damn! The friends and contacts I could have haiz ….

April 9
Meet up with lingling again to talk abt our guided walk. Ok make some plans, which wonder why can’t the seniors thoughts of these?

April 10
Had enviro-cycling with Jocelyn and dor, and lots of others from JCs.
Jocelyn nearly die! And knocked a couple of side mirrors of taxi along Chinatown!
Well finally we made it. It was 4 am april 11.
The distance was nothing.
Yet again, find myself lonely haha.

April 11
The same organization had another event which is sort of amazing race, which coincidently is what I got to help out for at 8 am!
Well, at least we got paid, plus the job is way too easy haha. Way better than serving food.
At the end of it, it rained heavily. Hilda, Jianlong and victor CO of the day was on top of the tower , while rest of us at the bottom.
Lightening flash across in front of all of us, the light exploded. Thank god everyone was saved!
Too scarily, it reminded me that time Liqiang got his water bap, lightening strike ,leaving a burn smell! Like bomb sia.

April 12
Easter service
Yea jianlong went, but he missed the exciting part of praise and worship where the whole level was like going to collapse!

April 13
Final meeting with lingling to touch up on the script go guided walk.
April 15
Had badminton with 2 of my secondary friends in the morning.
At night went out to mindcafe with hope kids people. Heaven lots of fun. Laugh till pain!

April 16-17
Involved in FOP, for registrations only which was good! So busy and tired already -_-!
Need wake up at 6 lol!

April 17
Got core team meeting to plan for coming CG teaching and praise … ahhh my praise =( cmi!!!

April 18
Guided walk. I took the public grp and the teacher. Lol but I wasn’t stress even with lingling eyeing me! Bear who scarily

April 19
Caishi birthday.
Went for hope kids duty! What you know … the kids remembered me after 1 month I have been gone!

April 24
Ok school started for one week liao, and today is CG. People were late! Well, it still went well and the atmosphere is there. Thank god for that =)

April 30
Went to donate blood withmy classmate xuehong and peck ann … but what do you know! Both of them couldn’t donate blood due to taking of medicine beforehand and not even iron. What the shit. And we had to prone lesson for it sia …. -_-
I was quite scare I donate blood I will be very weak but surprising not! Haha I am too fit and healthy le hee
Thank god for that!

May
With that, april disappear as well with the coming of may

May 3
Coleen make a bo bo causing all of the NPs who going for CLC, didn’t go.
In the end, we had fellowship with one another which was quite nice.
Then went to find Core team ppl to plan for CG and practice P&W

May 4
ECM presentation was screwed up. Miss read what he wants and need to redo.
Thank god able to redo.

May 5
WISP presentation I di it alone … members are CMI MIA IAP
Thank god still did okok

May 6
Woon mother flew off, supposedly to have breakfast with him in the morning, both of us forgot!

May8
CG was wonderful, the core people beside me ,nemo and aug is there. Hopefully can see Rh coming in as well.
May 9
Ulu pandan clean up
Cheat people de. But thank god it end so early.
Then went witht eh grp to go vivo then go doby to enjoy games.
Service was short and sweet
Last min b4 closing of C4, me, aug and joel manage to get rose for our mum

May 10
Woke up in the afternoon, give her the rose, hug her and wish her hapy mother day. O said I love you to her as well. Wow
Few years back I would never do these kind of things

May 12
Woke up this morning, sacrifice my collection of my phone for WISP. Did a wonderful presentation slide, but in the end there was no need for it. As we are suppose to impromptu with only 10 mins -_-
But owell at least I know I will have marks deserve to me =)

today is so slcaking and got so much time haha. did exercise then shoik

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see! told you guys i was BUSY! =)

good enough to be doing blogging now despite i got tutorial need to do!

solutions are always there, just matter of if you can see them

2009-02-20T15:24:00.009+08:00

Yesterday night, I was trap in my room when a gaze of wind blew. The door was slammed and it got jammed.

By grace I was able to take out the knot and free myself. Thank god for that.

The knot was okay, its the one at the left side that got stuck. Thank God i need not call a lock smith haha, and the door frame was not destroyed.

These are the tools i used; Plier, Pen & Jack Knife

All of which can be found in my room except the plier which i told my sister to transport through the hole.

These are the parts i took out using the "tools" in my room.

This is the inury i got when mis-handling the plier ='(

So How I Use My Tools?
1) Do not panic, have faith and trust in God

2) Analyst the problem

3) Produce hypothesis and solution

4) Improvise tools

5) Get to work

a) Use pen to take out the knot's casing

b) Use jack knife to take out the screws

c) Use pliers to dismantle the jam part(PS: its not the knot that is spoil)

d) Instruct sister to kick at the correct spot

And WALA i am free Hee =)
If this common household problem i can't fix, then i should not even be call engineer haha.

Take Away

2009-02-19T10:57:00.012+08:00

I have learn of a little story:

One day a man was walking down the road to go home and saw a man laying bricks.

He asked: "Why are you lying bricks?"

The man laying brick said: "Because my boss told me to."

The man walk further down the road and saw another man laying bricks.

He asked: "Why are you laying bricks?"

The man laying bricks answered: "I am build a house for myself."

The man walk further down the road and saw a thrid man laying bricks.

He asked yet again: "Why are you laying bricks?"

The man laying bricks answered: "I am building the house of God."

The man reached home, and saw a pile of bricks laying in his garden.

Then the man thought to himself, "What would i do with these bricks?"

What will you do if you are that man?

For me, i will build an orphanage.

For i believe kids are the ones who crave the world.

They have the purest of heart and the strongest in faith.

Seeing a smile in a kid is priceless and truely worth it.

Also, i want kids to have good memories when they are young.

If not, some will grow up with hearts so harden that they can't see the light and live a life without blessing of God.

Each man was given the same item, but each of them was building different structure and for different purpose.

Whatwill you do with the skills you have? What purpose you have for doing that?

These shall be your founding stone on which you build your dreams and life.

A Smile In A Kid Is Worth More Than You Can Imagine

2009-02-19T00:25:00.003+08:00

Hey everyone! I have finished today tricks, it was pretty easy, but need to practice to make it look nice and also think of ways to present it differently.

Below is my magic kit.

I know I know it’s for beginner and stuff, but it still pretty cool. Soon I will be able to do community work bringing a smile to everyone through magic. Terrific isn’t it!
I just discover that this could be my chance to bring more joy to kids around amen!

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I want to thank God for teaching me a lesson through my sister. I shall not go over the details, but basically she has lots to learn while I got even more to learn.
What I learn from her is that, how God told us to do his will, yet we disobey and then we got fed up and things don’t go our way. It strikes me on some issues I have.

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God is truly great =)

Days Of Absent Filled With Knowledge Of A Different Kind

2009-02-18T12:54:00.004+08:00

Hey everyone, it’s been long. Felt kind of lazy to blog recently.
First of all, thank god for these few days of relaxation after 3 exams in a row. Thank god that I am able to have just ample time to study, and that I am able to be closer to serving the community through magic.

In these few days of relaxation, I had gained some knowledge through personal research and television; human magic box. And by grace, I chanced upon this interesting website through browsing the web.

http://www.claudesteiner.com/fuzzy.htm

It relates to our world: how god provide us with all that is good yet, because of the evil heart of human nature cursed by the devil, we drifted away from god and created a world that is one man for himself. The world is filled with material goods just like “Cold Prickly” that does not stratify. And that people are so easily led to believing in things that are not true.

The story also spoke of how strong children are in faith and that they are the next generation that crave the world.

When the “Hip Woman” came and give out happiness, the people dislike her and because of their unwillingness to accept the truth, they passed a law saying it is a criminal offense to give out Warm Fuzzies in a reckless manner or without a license.

Just like when God sent his dearest only son Jesus Christ to us, people do not believe that he shall relive them of suffering and give them eternal life in the heavenly kingdom. They rejected him by stoning him and nailing him to the cross.

I thank God once again, that he sent his one and only son Jesus Christ to die on the cross for us, that by beliving in him give me eternal life.
Amen =)

drinking is nice hee

2009-02-15T00:49:00.003+08:00

hee, i am a little giddy now haha, but still am soble to type and fight ... i think even better haha drunken fist!

1st of all Yipi! IAQ was a piece of cake.

Went out with guys from my class which is the one and only time that we went to catch a movie which was pretty awesome haha.

However the fun ended there =( too bad some of the guy couldn't stay for long as he got a holiday with his family the next day.

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Valentine day is boring~ intended to sleep through then go for service ... but what you know, my leader was so anxious she woke me up at 11 plus =(

so okay, since i am awake, why not get my friend out to catch a movie since she wanted to =/ but we were not able to get tickets!

haiz~

Service was great though, it really speaks alot. After service, encountered a brother who is an indian and in fianiacial difficulties. The leader told him to come to church on Sunday as there will be alot of service going on, where more suitable people will be able to help him.

If i got the cash, i will help him =( but i don't. All i can do is pray for this brother who struggle so much =( GOD BLESS HIM!

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Now at home still drinking . Mixed vodka with tiger and lemon tea(concentration of vodka higher), tasted alright. The kick kicks in after a while, thus its not strong haha. However, its a large cup =/ was thisty =/ haha

owell Thank God for his words and anoiting. Watching slumdog millionaire haha with a semi headach state.
Actually, after a while no kick. For i am really still in a clear state. haha who cares! i drink and i got my bed beside me hee

tata~

Peaceful Heart

2009-02-12T20:16:00.004+08:00

Thank God EBT paper was easy, but i didnt study. Agriculture BioTechnology was the most comfident topic in EBT to me, but i didnt study haha.
None the less with faith i can get near passing mark for the paper. Then overall calculation for EBT i still pass. Just dont want to repeat modules =/
Thank God as well, for he given me a calm and settled heart, that i do not panick or what so ever. It was great, haha but my laziness got the better of me as well. With so much time, i didnt study haha

Owell, its time to go back to study ;)

IAQ here i come~!

Slacking - DOnt want to study!

2009-02-12T01:10:00.005+08:00

Thank god or Renewable Energy paper to be that easy haha. I had printed all the notes out for nothing haha, future reference perhaps or reuse paper then.

Well now is 1 plus in the morning and i'hv yet to start study for Environmental and Bio-Technology. Just dont know why i don't want to study.

Feeling kinda bored and sleepy ...

Sudden thinking back of the people i like/d , since Valentine Day is near. They are attached now or have been attached, good and happy for them. Serious =)

Its nice to see everyone smiling and enjoying the happiness , be it couples; friends; family and all.
My happiness is unlike other, it rest upon the busy stuff i have on hand. Somehow, business makes me happy, i love the drive to keep doing stuff. As much as my body would like to slow down and rest, my mind and heart just wouldn't let it.

This coming March, few events are up and ready. Speaking of which i got to registor for my kayaking!
Events circle around CCA mostly, other time i have, it shall be training for 84km; running of couple of rounds round the reservoir 2 times a week, work; trying to earn as much as i can for no reasons haha, fun stuff; outings with friends - hoping to be able to do rock climbing/bouldering.
O! watch movies as well.
Hmm ... 7 weeks is just not enough to relax haha, and i believe more events will be coming up to fill up the "free holes".
All i ask for this break is that i am able to have a few days of long sleep/laziness =)

Half an hour have pass, i feel much more energentic and feeling much better. Owell, its been a good night of sharing

tata~
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1st post yet again =)

2009-02-09T23:04:00.002+08:00

Hee, today slept for only 5hrs or lesser. Its not really sleep but resting with awakeness. You get the rest same like sleep but you can be easily awake by anything.

Owell, but thank god despite this little hrs of sleep, i have energy to go throught school and even play basketball and badminton haha. They are not very vigorious, but still sweat.

Suprisingly, the FBT shirt i got from Safari Zoo Run dries pretty fast, or maybe its just the weather .. ?
Anyway, thank god for that as well so i wont stink the bus haha

owell got to finish up projects that were due and study for 3 exams straight =) ha

Free Hugs

2009-02-08T23:01:00.004+08:00

Hey! can't wait to post stuff up! Alot of little stuff that i wanted to post and be thankful to god. But laziness took over me, for getting the blog start up is a hassal.

However! By fate, i chanced upon this video. The first sight of it immediately touched my heart. It warmed me so much i just want to share with everyone such wonderous act.

Please Enjoy! =)

If you are insipred by it, i suggest doing it. I am ON if you are ON! For you see, long time before there was someone doing it in Singapore. BUT! SIngapore most likely forgot about it!

If you really want to do, we can get a couple of good friends including girls of course to go to town area and do it on 07-07-09. The date that its actually started.

If you people are on, then lets order the FREE HUG shirt and we shall wore and video it down.

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Doesn't it remind you of Love Test? how you feel love through Gifts, Quality Time, Touch & Words Of Affirmation

O how i wish that a group of people will want to do it round Singapore haha

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